Fingertip Titans UniteTime to come clean
March 16th 2008 00:55
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Time to come clean
I've been struggling with some issues. It seems that, for
the past few years, I've been living a lie.
About 5 years ago, I had a publishing company, and it was
seeing some success, but I was still having a hard time
paying bills, so I took some risks. I thought they were
calculated well, but I was wrong. The whole thing was
a huge mess, and ended very badly.
So, I sank into depression, yada yada, I'm sure you know
how it goes from this point.
Well, they say time heals all wounds, and I thought after
a couple years, I was ready to start again. I had no idea
that, energetically, I was still carrying the shame,
guilt, and "I'm worthless" feelings from that particularly
painful failure.
But a couple of months ago, things started to look like they
were beginning to take off. That threw me into a tailspin
of fear, and self-doubt. You wouldn't believe some of the
self-sabotage I've witnessed coming from my OWN mind. I
couldn't figure out what was going on, or why I was doing
this to myself, and I kept thinking "This is not who I am,
Why, am I acting this way?"
I needed help, because I couldn't see the connection that was
right under my nose. Fortunately for me, Angela Treat Lyon
called me out of the blue one day, and I asked her what
could possibly be going on. She gave me this advice: "Start
with what you know, tap on "Even though I'm doing all this
stuff, and I don't know why" then go with whatever comes up
from that."
So I started tapping. I decided to stop taking new clients until I
had cleared this problem, because I was not doing them any
good with these sabotaging antics. So, all day, every day
I focused on every aspect I could think of, starting with childhood,
then, it came to me. After that painful episode, I haven't been the
same person. (This is not me, remember me saying that?)
Well, that was the key point. Within 2 hours, I had tapped all over
that event and the events leading up to and following it, and
cleared all the painful emotional stuff that had been hanging around
sapping my energy and keeping me "Worthless"
I'm not posting this because I really believe that I'm worthless. I'm not.
I'm hoping someone else reads this and it helps them to find a starting point
for them to deal with any past failures and begin to heal, so the future can be
a reflection of your true, wonderful, very worthy self.
If you're that person, I'd love to hear from you.
To learn more about EFT (The Emotional Freedom Techniques) Visit Really Long Link
the past few years, I've been living a lie.
About 5 years ago, I had a publishing company, and it was
seeing some success, but I was still having a hard time
paying bills, so I took some risks. I thought they were
calculated well, but I was wrong. The whole thing was
a huge mess, and ended very badly.
So, I sank into depression, yada yada, I'm sure you know
how it goes from this point.
Well, they say time heals all wounds, and I thought after
a couple years, I was ready to start again. I had no idea
guilt, and "I'm worthless" feelings from that particularly
painful failure.
But a couple of months ago, things started to look like they
were beginning to take off. That threw me into a tailspin
of fear, and self-doubt. You wouldn't believe some of the
self-sabotage I've witnessed coming from my OWN mind. I
couldn't figure out what was going on, or why I was doing
this to myself, and I kept thinking "This is not who I am,
Why, am I acting this way?"
I needed help, because I couldn't see the connection that was
right under my nose. Fortunately for me, Angela Treat Lyon
called me out of the blue one day, and I asked her what
could possibly be going on. She gave me this advice: "Start
with what you know, tap on "Even though I'm doing all this
stuff, and I don't know why" then go with whatever comes up
from that."
So I started tapping. I decided to stop taking new clients until I
had cleared this problem, because I was not doing them any
good with these sabotaging antics. So, all day, every day
then, it came to me. After that painful episode, I haven't been the
same person. (This is not me, remember me saying that?)
Well, that was the key point. Within 2 hours, I had tapped all over
that event and the events leading up to and following it, and
cleared all the painful emotional stuff that had been hanging around
sapping my energy and keeping me "Worthless"
I'm not posting this because I really believe that I'm worthless. I'm not.
I'm hoping someone else reads this and it helps them to find a starting point
for them to deal with any past failures and begin to heal, so the future can be
a reflection of your true, wonderful, very worthy self.
If you're that person, I'd love to hear from you.
To learn more about EFT (The Emotional Freedom Techniques) Visit Really Long Link
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